Time does heal - or 2 years later, still standing

Dates loom large in the imagination, anticipating this day for the past couple of months has been much harder than experiencing it - ironically enough. Funny how the feelings don't appear on cue, when they ought to, in an orderly fashion.

I've been spending some time this fall investigating myself, and working on being with whatever presents itself in each moment - it's a big challenge, but one I'm enjoying. At any rate, what do they say - where ever you go, there you are?

Well, I am here, and I'm doing ok. I hope you are, too. Wishing today of all days we weren't quite so far away - but I know you're here with me as I am with each of you, missing Eleanor.